Suria Hatiku.

2011-11-23T16:59:00.001+08:00

I don't care if I don't have you .

Cause I have my friends & I to hold on to .

2011-02-12T09:39:00.001+08:00

"I don't want to retaliate . If not , i'm just the same level as them . "

2011-01-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

I'll Be Right Back (;

2010-12-11T14:30:00.003+08:00

I just wna say , thanks for caring about me & entertain my shit attitude :D

U're the best , boyf :D

Jeritan Sepi

2010-12-11T14:15:00.003+08:00

A Smile Isn't Enough .

This is for me .

I'm just so angry . By the people around me .

SOME , not all .

Esp typical impatient Singaporeans & mum .

You guys always see me w a smile .

I always try to cheer up .

But inside my heart , i'm in a breakdown situation .

Crying in the inside .

If I say that i'm fine , it either means i'm fine FOR A MOMENT or i'm just PRETENDING .

After a while , the pain will be growing and growing .

I don't know how my dad hold the pain that much after all these years .

But I know , how is he feeling .

I know he doesn't know that i'm there for him .

Its cause idk how to express my feelings or show to a particular male .

Its just so hard .

Its been 7 years , i'm crying in the inside .

But I choose to keep it in the inside and show .

But there's one point of time , i was in a total breakdown .

When I just reached the Parade Square , I hold on my tears .

Cause I didn't want boyf to get worried .

When boyf has gone to his class , I sat alone and started to cry .

Its not that I want to cry but I just can't hold my tears .

Then , Atiqah came . Comfort me & called boyf .

I just feel wrong .

Its the same breakdown as when my late grandmother passed away .

I can't control my feelings for a few days and weeks .

I'm emotional .

Things just happen so fast .

I just don't wna lose another special and great person in my life .

I guess this is part of the challenges in life .

2010-12-09T20:36:00.002+08:00

IMissNadDrewIngle ))':

Aelieyana also .

Ellyqa also .

ZAZA also .

CAN'T WAIT FOR SUNDAY !

2010-12-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

7THDECEMBER2010:

Went to Ion . Jalan Jalan .

Go Bugis . Watched Repunzel . Bab , i nak sangat tengok .

Jalan Jalan also .

Go Singapore Flyer . Bestttttttttttttttttttttt !~

TODAY (8thDECEMBER2010):

Surprise Razi .

Popped outside his house without him knowing .

Then he was shocked .

Slacked under a block .

Then suddely got _______ pple .

Then lost my mood .

Irrits uh them .

Shuttup Bitch(es) .

After that , told Razi just slack outside his house .

Then , nenek call to go in .

Played crosswrd puzzle w Ira & Ica .

Razi play PSP =.= tknk lyn org =.= Zzzz .

Then , just sit around , watch tv .

Arnd 630 , went to Pasar Malam at Tamp .

Bought lostsa stuff (makanan) .

Then go Razi house again , then we all eat togetherrrrrr .

Then chillax .

TM .

Bought ____________ .

Then homee sweeet homeeee ! :D

SUNDAY~

I feel guilty . Die slalu blanje i . Nanti i takot poket die berlobang :c

2010-12-05T14:39:00.001+08:00

Had fun w them ystd .

+rifqi & nadia :D

2010-12-03T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'm so pissed off now !

2010-12-03T11:14:00.002+08:00

Cepatlahhh , biler nak gy shisha lagi ?

Zaza , cpt balik .

Jadi kite sume ley shisha together lagi .

K bai .

2010-12-01T20:43:00.001+08:00

semlm , i pergi ubi , abestu pergi paya lebar . Lepas tu , i gi bugis . abg izan aleh aleh dabes keje lambattt . So , i and kakak i gy makan dulu . makan makan makan , then abg izan smpiiii . Then . kite plan nk gy K-ok . then tk jd . Kite maen pool pt hougang ~
sikit punya jauh . k tkp . tp best ! :D
smpi uma nak kat kul 2 am . Baek (:
Best lah . inari , i maen laptob satu hari .
Ahhhh , bgs la tuh .

2010-11-30T10:24:00.002+08:00

Today is the day i patched up with my ex , Shairazi .

Actually , its been awhile since i thought of this . Whether to patch up w him or not .

The answer is actually a no .

But ystd , changed EVERYTHING .

Went to Yana's chalet .

But then , when i reached there , i felt super dizzy , feverish & headache .

When i cannot stand the pain , already , i quickly texted Razi to pick me up at the chalet .

I really felt unwell .

So yana's mum gave me egg mayonaise with bread .

Take a few bites then gave it to Ardd .

I cannot tahan alr .

Then Razi said he reached alr .

So yeah . Yana send me to the entrance .

Thanks Yana :D Love you lots !

Erm , then Razi pick me up from his work .

I'm sorry Razi . U penat penat kerja dari pagi , smpi ptg , i uro u amek i walaupun u penat .

Took bus 12 home . Slept in the bus . He asked me too .

I'm really thankful to this auntie for giving up her seat to me .

Cause i looked pale already & felt like vomiting .

Thanks auntie . Only god knows how thankful i am to you .

Reaches me home bstp alrdy , walk from bstp .

I stopped 3 times just to seat .

Geez =.=" my leg like wobbly wobbly alreadyyyyyyyyy ~

Padehal from my house to tht bstp , 5 mins only .

Then i sit alot of times .

Hmmm , so yeah .

Thanks Razi for sending me home .

Appriciate it lots .

hmm , that's the reason why i accepted him .

No guy , i've known , would fetch the girl he loves from where ever he is ,

just to make sure the girl safe .

& sacrifices his work .

He promised lotsa things .

& i told him , this is your last chance .

If you blew it away , its your loss c:

2010-11-27T13:30:00.002+08:00

"The Day I Felt Like A Princess"

Heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

A date w my ex .

BestBestBest !

Tata ~

2010-11-15T15:16:00.003+08:00

Went to Jurong Bird Park & Vivo .

JBP cause of my mum family day .

Bestbestbest !

Hehe c:

I miss lotsa people )):

2010-11-15T15:06:00.003+08:00

Ina , take care or urself when u're in Jakarta (:

I miss youuu )):

sorry for the lack of updates .

2010-10-26T17:11:00.003+08:00

I cried while i was reading my sister blog .
I crieddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd .
I miss you nenek )':
Didn't know that would happen . But it did .
I miss you alot !
I miss your face , your care , your voice .
EVERYTHING .
Now , i'm crying without anyone comforting me .
I miss you ! )':
Nevermind , everyone is busy with their own ways .
Now , i'm speechless .

2010-09-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

Hello people . Ida's boyfriend here .

On behalf of Ida , I would like to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims in Singapore and outside Singapore . Days had been okay and we are strong together like a diamond . Hmm , I don't know what to type actually . Hehe . Sorry b . Post sikit sangat . I tak tahu ape nak type actually . Otak blank . Haha . Kay , readers , Ida will do a proper update soon . Stay tune alright ? Bye and take care from us two . Baby , I LOVE YOU !

2010-08-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

Ystd evening slacked w B , Iqa & Danial .

Hahas . Super fun i tell you . Omg & danial is super dirty .

Pfft!~ If only i have the chance to smack him .

Muahahaha .

So yeah .

On thursday , is my 4th monthsary w my bby .

Aww , heh .

4th month eh ? Didn't know we'll get here .

Watching HSM3 . Since 5pm , i've been watching HSM , HSM2 & now , HSM3 .

Crampcrampcramp~

K bye ~

9th August 2010

2010-08-10T16:02:00.004+08:00

National Day
Otw to Mrt , Yana & Aszim terkejot berok kan akuuu .

Dammit drg . hahaha .

Bt aku tk jerit , melatah ade lahh .

Hahaha .

Then , terserempak ngn Eqa & Ina .

Sume mcm bersatu ehh . Hhahaaaa :D

Baekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! :D

Then Yana joined Eqa & Ina . While Aszm headed home .

Then met bhy at Tamp mrt .

Then went to Parco . Kacau my sister , die tgh keje .

Haha . Cri nahas sia aku .

Erm , then she decided for us to join her for ND later . W abg izan .

So , yeah . joined her . Back to the initial plan .

Walked arnd Marina Square , Parco & town area .

Heh .

Its sweet watching fireworks w bhy .

Awwwwwww , like seriously .

I seriously had fun .

Erm , walked to Bugis then my sis & i go toilet .

Then abg izan & bhy belikn kite air .

Kehausan u .

Hehe c:

Then , we search fr them . hah , klua masok tau .

Then , lastlast saw them .

Then we so called 'stalk' them . Ikt drg dri belakang .

Drg ley tk prasan . hahahah . padehal blakang jee .

I was laughing & laughing sia .

Then my sis keep saying , " jangan jangan , biar drg . kite tgk drg prasan takk . "

Hahha . funny .

Then , drg pn da dpt tahuuu .

Headed to Bedok Corner . Ate there .

Kene kacau rabak sia .

The whole outing , kite ume kacau each other .

Fun ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Then , walked to Simei .

Tknk eloborate .

Then , the dog just make us scared like hell .

Shocking though .

Then , slacked at Simei .

Bhy went home ferst . Arnd 1255 am he reached home .

Imma bad girlf . ajak mataer balek lmbt . sial .

Hah . Then , had a talk w abg izan & my sis .

They keep saying tkmu tinggalkan razi . He's a gd guy .

& all . wahhh , compliments for razi punyelah byk .

kekekekkekke c:

Then , went hm , slept arnd 5 am + ?

As for today , need to go terawih .

Wahhh , lazyyy . cm da lamer tk gy , then gy .

idk lehhh . i guess im gng .

hais .

Puase esok .

Okay , tkp .

Bye ! takecare .

Imisseveryone .

6th & 8th August 2010

2010-08-10T15:14:00.003+08:00

6th August 2010
Had a National Day celebration in school .
Was Super Fun ! Hah . At the hall , Iqa , Mai , Ayu , alot more & i , mcm org giler .
Sing out loud , shouting & shouting & all .
Fun yaw . So yeah . Bai grabbed my hand & pull me to the stage .
Hahaaa . Then qilah was making me laugh like one mad girl at the stage .
Cm gereq giler .
I enjoyed the skit by the teachers . Like seriously .
After school , went to Bhy's parents house .
Haha . Fun . Ate there too .
Erm , watched Tower 13 with Bhy's adeq while B & his dad are into football stuffs at the internet .
Then the adeq keep saying , " cite hantu . seram . "
Haha . cute perr .
Then when i watched the show okay uhhh .
Bile da balek tuuu . Masya'allah .
Terbawak-bawak . Haha . So yeah .
Then went home , rested , then siap siap . Then go out again .
Went to Geylang for the Sensasi event .
Saw Mr Hafiz . He performed there for his band , Merah .
Hah , the event is kinda draggy bt i'm having fun .
Bhy sent me home . Otw hm , think about some stuffs .
It really got me going . As in , i almost cried .
But i hold to those tears . Get to know , bhy was actually thinking about the same thing as me .
0.o hah .
I really had fun that day .
Speech of the day :
Me : Abang , adik u panggil .
Bhy : Did u just call me abang ?
Me : Oops . aah . omg . i just called you abang .
Bhy : Lek . Lps ____ baru ley panggil i tu .
Me : but , tk semestinya pe . Can be adik-beradik .
Bhy : Adik-beradik ? Nolaaa . After that one . hehe c:
B's dad convo with bhy's adeq .
Papau : * staring at my shoe *
B's dad : Tgk kasut die . shiny . tkyaaa polishhh tauuu .
I laughed when i heard tht .
8th August 2010
Woke up , mum said after praying & eating , go tmall w her .
Starhub . Then shesaid she's gna buy me a new hp .
Lastlast tak . Gy ano cable tv je .
Buat darah up je .
Then i mum said if i wna go hm , go hm ferst .
Then went hm , chtted w ina & eqa .
Then went out met yana & co .
Haha . Cute bodoww drg ! (aszim & yana )
Then , went to Mawar house .
Karaoked there . Fun .
Then slacked at usual place .
Then night then went home .
I was fvcked up thts y i left home just like that .

2010-08-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

Abang , i'll tell u why in the bstp i keep staring out .

I wna tell u .

Bt it seems like u're not able to online tonight .

Its okay .

Idk hw to cntct u .
There's only msn fr us now .

Nvm then . Lybby .

2010-08-01T16:58:00.005+08:00

" Mane you ?

Suare u satu hari i tk dgr dgr .

I msg u slalunye u cl alek .

Tp inari tak ponnnn .

Manee youuuu ?

)':

Abestu i tahu u ade floorball inari . Kul 130 .

Tp i txt u kul brp kans .

Before 130 adelahh .

Hais .

Ur game should end around 3 peee .

Then u mkn all , u should be home around this timing whuttt .

Mane sehh u ??

)':

Tkp . Just forget it . "

2010-07-31T16:03:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggers.
Ida not here posting.
Her cute cute boyf. here.
Hahaha.
Feeling sia aku.
Kay,first of all,on behalf of Ida,I would like to thank those who sent lovely 'Get Well Soon' messages.
She appreciate it a lot.
Yeah,her sickness is yet to go away.
She's having a torrid time
Don't worry peoples.
She'll be back soon.
Lets wait shall we?
Haha.
Kayh.
That's all.
B,I dh updatekn.
Haha
Bye
Tc

With Love,
Muhd Shairazi :D

2010-07-26T19:24:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna go another day

So i'm telling you what's exactly is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

Throwing their love away

But i know i got a good thing right here

That's why i say

Nobody gonna love me better

I'mma stick wit u forever

Nobody gonna take me higher

I'mma stick wit u

You know how to appriciate me

I'mma stick wit u my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I'mma stick wit u

Happy 3rd Monthsary to Muhd Shairazi Bin Mohd Shafii :DDD

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

3 months eh b . Hehe .

Well , i reallyhope we'll lastlong . Cause , errr , how should i put it in a way ?

Erm , you know how to take care of my heart , we can co-operate if we have some misunderstanding or if we quarrel .

&& if something is wrong , we will talk things out no matter what .

Well , i've met your family .

& trust me , they're AWWSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

I SUKA TAUUU ^^

I wish i get the care & love that your family gave to you .

I envy you boyfriend !

Hehe . I still remember to the date we went .

It was AWSOME !

The first date we went was at PRP .

&& the best is the Town area tu .

Nk katekn , every minute & second i spent w you , i'd cherished it & will cherish it in the future .

Although these days we spent only a little time fr each other ,

we are still the old us .

I hope you don't mind .

So yeahh ^^

Iloveyoubby !

2010-07-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

Omg . I miss Yanaaa damn much !

Youu nii , tknk jmp i ):

Tkp , i phm .

Hehhheeee . Meet up soon Scandal ^^

Today's class was fine .

Cracked jokes w Ziqah , Iqa , Danial , Farhan & JAVID !

omg . Kekekkk gile .

Ziqah kept telling me & javid, " gaduh gaduh sayang ehhh . "

Hahha . Funny .

There's P.E. tmrw . Bummer .

Ohhh && 303 girls , jom pki bju kurung / kebaya or wtv it is bju on thurs .

Pretty pleaseee )):

Hmm , b sent me home just now .

Thanks yeahh .

You never fail to send me home most of the times .

Heh , app it muchh ! :D

OHOH , SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGGGGG ! ;D

take care yaw .

2010-07-18T22:18:00.005+08:00

"B , Can we have all this & put them at our Balcony & Frontyard when we get married & stay in a Banglow with a house to our ownselves ? pretty pleaseeeeeeeeee! "

Hahah . Ngada ngada aku ni .

In the morning went to Cousin house .

Don't wanna elaborate much .

Its just that Mr A , please don't criticise my boyf .

Cause from what i know , he's wayy better than you in terms of characteristics .

So please .

Memandangkan u're my cousin , nasib kau uh aku tk sound td .

Cb tul . Only Yana know's abt this .

So yea . My another cousin is gonna go to University of Melbourne on Tuesday .

& she's gonna come to S'pore back only twice a year .

Sad sad .

Because of Mr A , imma moody person in the morning till evening .

After tht went hm , changed all & went to Suntec .

Singapore Garden Festival .

Hehehe . Nice beb :D

Tmrw is a school day .

Havn't start my hwks & studying fr tmrw's test .

So , kinda running out of time .

Wtv . k bye .

i miss razi , yana , eqa , nadia , iqa , kelly , ziqah & moree )':

2010-07-17T23:05:00.001+08:00

"All I know , its Broken ."

2010-07-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

School was rather okay .

Physics ws fun ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDd

Kekek gyle .

Then the vids , fuyooo ~ disgusting .

Drinking your own pee . Ewwww .

After school , headed home straight ,

then bathe , changed , went out to meet sister & mum .

Went to do the hair treatment .

*Winkwink*

This time round , i did a temporary perm .

Hehhehe , lawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

My mum say , " ahh , bgs la tu . nnti lelaki sume kejar . hahah . "

Then the hair stylist , my sister & i kept laughing & laughing .

Hahha .

Funny~

Then ate at MacD .

Meet Nurul & Co. Was supposed to meet Yana ,

but she says she cannot go out cause her dad is at home .

Then she said at Tamp Lib .

Then i decided not to meet her .

Last minute thing sia .

Then Nurul was like asking , pt maner all .

Then , slacked w them . Fii ehhh , Tskkk , uke sgt la tu kacau aku .

Hahhaha . Funny taws .

blablabla~

Reached home ard 840 .

My badan so sakit . Since last week )):

I miss my kawan all alr .

Such as Yana & Co. , Nurul & Co . , Iqa & Co . & bby )):

Sheesh ~

That's all i guess ? I'm just too tired to blog .

Takecare c:

Sorry you guys , i can't reply your msgges but can only answer your calls . My hp is spoilt ):

2010-07-12T16:12:00.005+08:00

Had a great time ystd w Bbylove & Yana .

Thanks for the wonderful day korang :DDD

Loveyoutwoo !

Watched B's match . They lost . So yeah .

Kinda stressful while watching it -.-

Pfft~

Then went to Funan to eat .

Then went to Penin . Bought B's stuff .

I like his Zoo York tee . Hot bodo bju die .

Kwangkwangkwang .

& if i could , i wanna buy the Starfuck , no free .

Its a starbuck tee . But they change the spelling .

Heh !~

Then walked to Esplanade . Went to the Terrace .

Nice view ((:

snap lotsa pics .

Plus i like the pics .

Then walked to Marina Square & Parco .

Kekek oii Yana .

Inside joke kite . Yg psl Harvey Norman & IKEA .

HAHAHAHHA ;D

Yana , i know why you didn't have to mood in the MRT .

Sorry , we shouldn't go there .

Kan da terimbas kembali kenangan kau ngn Arep .

Sorry beb D;

&& sorry bab tk eply ur msg . My hp tkley msg la bhyy )):

Reached hm arnd 6.45pm .

Overall , FUN !

Went to school w B .

School was okay ~

Only that i slept in class for Physics lesson for awhile .

I mean the weather while raining , td sedappppppppppppppp !

Ohhh . && qilah , thanks for sending me home .

Loveyousayanggg! :D

2010-07-12T15:56:00.004+08:00

9th July 2010

2010-07-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being there for me Yana .

I really appriciate it . Tkp , sok jmp kans ?

& we gonna have fun okays ?

Iloveyou laaa beb ((:

tskkk . Sorry if kau slalu kene dgr aku nye probs .

Sorry taus .

&& i'll always be there fr you also .

Walaupun aku eply lmbt or whut .

Okayy ?

Thanks again fr being there fr me C:

2010-07-10T21:44:00.003+08:00

HADI ,SYAHIDAH , SURYANI & IRFAAN :D

Mybestbudsinmadrasah((:

Had madrasah just now . I have realised a long time ago , that after the break time , everyone will get active & people start to talk rot . Even the ustazah will laugh at our jokes . Haha , so cute ! Hmm , break time was funny . I wanted to redo my scarf .

Then faiqah , hazimah , iylia & suryani disturb me . Say , " da lawa dahhhhh . " Haha . cause they wanted to switch off the light . After the break , Ustazah talking about sembahyang istiharah again . Then she use an example or Hadi , Nurul & Isma .

Then lastlast ustazah said , Hadi chose Nurul . Then suryani said to me " Nurul ? " Then we laughed 5 mins like hell . non-stop .

Padehal sume tgh diam , kite due je ketawe . Then i cnnt tahan redi , i asked Faan , " Ehhh faan , kau ________kn dulu? knl nurul kan ? Haha . " Sial pey . Kekek siol . Then laughed laughed . Faan pn join kite ketawe like shitsx . Then Hadi muke lost . Then Iylia tny asl . Then we tell . Lucky Iylia gt the pic. Then spread around the class . Then we show ustazah her pic , ustazah kate , " augtaughfirullah halazaim . " Die kate kuat kuat . Hahah . Kekek sia . Then hadi oso like , "wtf" .
I cried sia . Cause v funny . My celakk all cair .

Hahahahah ! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Then kacau hadi .

Dah , tu je . bye .

2010-07-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

" Being in a relationship is one of the toughest desicion i made . Everytime i think about it , it makes me feel happy & sad/hurt . Depending on what i'm thinking about . You know , i'm just scared if my love has fade away for you . I don't want this memories with you just go just like that . Its a mixed feeling i guess ? Hais . Like i said , i'm just afraid IF it fades away .... "

2010-07-02T21:53:00.001+08:00

Aku da craving , bey skg tkbley amek dri kau -.-

tskkkk !

2010-07-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

Gmbr akuu laen kn tuuu ? >>
(gmbr pt giant)

Ystd , i slept during maths class .
Bummer -.-
Everyday confirm sleep atleast in one lesson .
Then after school , met Yana all .
Best~ Hehe .
Then evening met sister , went to GIANT .
Tsskkk . Perut saket sia tu time .
My sister say my muke pucat .
Errr . Reached home around 10 something .
So so tired .
Did my homework till 2 + am .
Slept for only 3 hours .
Woke up today .
Know something ~
Didn't went to school . Awww , danial .
Kau rindu akuu yeee ? Hehe .
Hmmm , was tired today too .
Cried hell alot . Muke aku flood ngn nanges aku .
Hmm , went to alot of places .
One after another .
Slept in the car for awhile .
Really really tired .
Cause i woke up at 530 then talked to my mum .
Then slept for 30 mins only .
Then online all .
Then bathe , go out .
Reached home arnd 7 + .
Penat siol . Serious . But nevermind .
I dun mind .
B was being REALLY thoughtful .
you know i know b .
Hehe . I didn't expect that seh .
&& today aku smayg extra lamer . Aku niat byk bende ~ Sedekah kan doa byk bende ~
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Dala , otak aku blank . pening nii .
Take care ~

2010-06-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

Feel The Love .

Went to school w B .

School was kinda boooring-.-

B saw me sleeping in my English class .

Paiseyy oii . Tskk .

Skip skip skip .

Otw hm , had a misunderstanding w him .

Hais . For 20-30min , we didn't talk to each other . Sedeyy tauu B .

I know what's he's feeling . I'm in the wrong .

I know & i realised .

I told you doesn't mean that i wanna lose you bby .

Please .

Then , the moment he talks & talks , i almost cried but i hold my tears .

He confessed his feelings to me face to face .

He really amazed me . Although i just kept quiet , he keeps confessing his feelings to me & just story-telling to me about how we ferst met till now .

He moved me . Real well .

Lemme' say this . I NEVER regret having him as my boyf .

We just talk things out & thank god that everything is okay now .

Alhamdulillah :D

Now , i'm very tired & sleepy .

I have not done yet my homework .

I need to doo but i'm lazyy )):

B , i'm sorry for everything .

I've been a very very bad girlf . Sorry ! )':

2010-06-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

Not in the mood .
Firstly , Happy 3rd monthsary to Shamir & Ayu (((((:
Secondly , in nt in the mood tht much .
So yeah . Early in the morning aunt called my hp just to talk w my mum .
I was kinda fucked up . Call aku utk mak aku jeee ?
Sheesh ~ Mak aku ade hp kan ?
Urghhh . Then mum scolded me like shit in the morning .
Went to my room & sleep back .
She goes in my room & shout at me like one maniac .
Serious sia . Geram oii . Masuk bilik org , terpekik-terpekau .
Slept back .
Woke up arnd 2pm .
Late for madrasah today . Reached there around 4pm .
Bile nk klua rumah aje , ayah pt living room , ibu bbual baek baek .
Klu ayah tkd uma atau tgh tido , ibu jerit jerit .
Haisx . Ni luh naseb akuu ..
Semangat dlm diri pn da tkd .
Madrasah was okay ~
Txted adeq iqah . Padehal die dpn aku jek .
Kekek siul . Tkbley angsx .
Then time exam , hadi step nk jatuh . Nak ans dri akuu .
Then ustazah was like , " austaugfirullahalazim hadi "
Then kite ume ketawe ketawe .
After awhile , Darwis sat beside me .
Just fr ans . Hahaaa ~
Darwis & hadi ehhh , dri last year tk rubah rubah .
Tetap kelakar .
After madrasah , talked to Hadi & Darwis for while then i headed home .
Otw to mrt , then need to cross the traffic light .
Then da green light , aku tk prasan . baek peeeee .
Then da flashingflashing , aru jln .
Tu lahhhh , termenung lagi .
Then hear some songs & played internet .
Reached home , fought w sister .
Geram uh . Now i havn't eat yet .
Currently otp-ing w yana .
Kekek seyh :D
Take care :D
No mood .

5th post .

2010-06-26T04:24:00.002+08:00

Iloveyoubby! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Everytime i spent time w you , its always a blast .

Although sometimes we had misunderstandings along the wayy~

Loveyou:D

4th post .

2010-06-26T04:19:00.001+08:00

Lastlong aye Yanaaa !

Heheeee . I'm so happy for you beybehh !

Same datee yeee ? Heheee .

Nnti monthsary kite celebrate together okeyyy ?^^

Wee~

Anything , i'm here for youuuu .

Okayyyyyyyy ? c:

Itu sajeelahhhhh .

-Kiyutttttttttt la kamu dua :D

2010-06-26T04:11:00.002+08:00

25thJune2010.
Met Yana first . Then Alep , Eqa & Nadia at KFC .
After that meet B & Afiq at platform .
We went to MB . Camwhore like a total maniac .
Haha . Cause we took like over 300 pictures .
Bykgyleoii .
Then , went to Vivo . Ate at LJS .
Got one part , Nadia & I were sitting & singing at there .
Then Lep came & said DIAM .
Then the next line of the song , we sang loudly . 3 of us together .
& the song is Eenie Meenie By Sean Kingston ft JB .
We sang loudly then got this grp of boys & girls , malay , looked at us .
Hahaha . We kept laughing & laughing .
Then eqa was like shocked .
Huhuu^^
Then , headed to Simei while B headed home .
Slacked for awhile then rushed home . I need to meet my sister whutt .
It was an enjoyable & fun day .
Iloveem' effing muchiie ((:
Thanks to eqa , ina , nadia , yana & more who wished me :D
ThankyouThankyouThankyou^^

2010-06-26T04:04:00.002+08:00

2010-06-26T03:48:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd Monthsary Babyyyy :D

Iloveyou&insya'allahwillalwaysdo(:

Ihopeyoulikethegift.

Althoughmyhandwritingislikeshit.

Soyeah.Haha.Ireallyhopewe'dlastlong.

Afterallthatwe'vebeenthrough.

Thequarrels&misunderstanding.

Italkedtoyourmumbefore&she'sSUPERsweet.

Justlikeyou((((:

CanIownyoulikereallyownyoubby?

Hehe.Irealised,formeyou'vechanged.

You'renottheoldrazi.

You'rethenew&theonethatfollowsourrules&regulationsinourr'shpplanning.

That'swhyisaidyou'vechanged.Changedforthebetterkayyy?

That'salliguessthaticanputinthisblog.

Otherthingsiwannasayiskindaprivate.

Soyeahh..

Loveyouuuumanymanyyyyyyyyy:D

2010-06-24T21:02:00.003+08:00

Met two of em' .

Omg , iloveyoutwooo ! My boyfriend & my scandal .

Sorry for privating my blog .

Due to some reasons .

Urgh .

Dammit . Went to do some homeworks w B .

We camwhored . Hehe:D Fun oii .

Kay .

After that met Yana . Die kate die nmpk TaufiqBangBang .

Isk ! Nvm ,

Then went to eat at Banquet . Lapar oii aku tu time .

Haha , joked w yana . Serious shit .

Klakar siiulll die .

Then , went arnd Ep to buy some stuff .

Thanks for temaning me Yana .

Heh ~

Itu aje kott .

Byeee ~ Take care .

2010-06-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

In the evening , met B .

Then got his friends too .

Went to WS . Then ate there .

Then joked there w all their kawans .

After that went Ehub .

B , thanks for temaning me .

Hehe , love you ! :D

Then , meet Sister & Brother .

B went home .

Watched Toy Story 3 .

Funny , Touching & Cute .

That's all . I'm tired . Bye .

Babats !

2010-06-21T20:39:00.007+08:00

Met them . Funfunfun !^^

I'm not in the mood ):

More nice pictures with Nadia :D & Eqa :D .

Take care .

2010-06-20T15:37:00.002+08:00

I miss the people up there mansx ! Seriously .

Biler nak meet ? )':

Sad sad . Ohya . Not to forget, I miss InaaBiyol tooo ! She's in M'sia .

Hmph .

I miss the fun we had .

The arguements all too .

But , guess what ? I still love you guys .

Alep , Nadia , Eqa , Yana , Kelly & Inaa .

I miss drg bykbyk ! )':

Krg oh krg .

It has been around 1 week tk jmp krg tawuk!~

Haish tkplaa .

Guess what ?

I havn't finish my homework .

Shit right ? && , my malay elearning which is due tmrw , i havn't even start .

Karangan Exsporsitory(sp?) siaa . Peyh malas .

I'm nt good in my malay okey . A B3 ain't tht enough .

Seriously . 5 more marks & its a A2 .

Sheesh !~ POA one thick booklet sia . Fuck oii .

Next wk gonna do my homework .

I whole straight week . I'm gonna finish em all mansx .

On Tues , gonna meet Iqa & Farah to finish some homework .

Mon ? I have no plan . But i wanna do my homework w my friend or whoever .

But i don't know w who sia .

Shitsx ! This sucks alot .

K bye .

Take care .

6 more days love .

2010-06-20T01:25:00.004+08:00

Heyyy . Ystd 2.30am went to slack .
Otp w B too . Then Mul & my sister kept making jokes that are really funny . Kekek seyh ~
Ystd went to watch B's match . Went w my sister .
Saw Zul there . Hmm , they won .
So yeah . Only the place is freaking warm .
Pfft!~ Bt nevermind , kerana mataer , aku sanggup ~
So yeah . After his game , met him .
Trained to Pasir Ris . Walked to Ehub .
Then meet Abg Wan . So yeah .
Kinda like couple couple .
Hehehehe !~ Walked around Ehub .
Then went to Pasir Ris Park to do Abg Wan's bandage .
Pity him alot !~
See the moon & the stars w B .
Hehe , sungguh romantic .
Kay ida , diam !
Walkwalked around PRP .
Then headed to the bustop .
B sent me home . Tooked 5 .
After he send me , while he was walking towards the bstp ,
my sister & his boyf saw him . Then they waved at each other .
Heh . Ade org tu maluuu sekaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D
Hehehehehehe !~
Otp w b just nw . Almost everyday sia i otp w him .
Hehh . He's really tired & sleepy . Asked him to sleep earlier ,
but he want to put down at a later time .
So yeahhh . Now , i miss him damn much !
Also , its 1.54am already and i'm not asleep yet .
Bummer .
I'm just lazy . Urgh .
& someone was given alot of Compliment ~
Hehehehhehehe :D

How i wish i could meet , see & talk to him in person everyday . Cause i'll be missing him every single day , minutes & seconds . I never regret having a boyf like him . Seriously . I think i made the right decision .
Take care people .
Btw , so believe in Karma ,
What goes around comes around .
I believe in it cause it happened to me in person
before .
Xoxo .

Love You Bhy .

2010-06-18T20:57:00.003+08:00

To ElleyanaStarBurn~
Yelaa Bhy . Ingt tau Advice i .
Hehe :D
Scandal Oh Scandal . Da lamer tk lpk & jmp kauu ..
I rindu u !~ )':
HAHAHA !
-
To Shairazi StarKarat~
Imissyoulabhy .
Haha . K shut !
Hmm , I had fun w you todayyyyyyy .
Wee~ Heeeee . Hope u feel that way too ~
I tkley lupe kenangan kite dulu & TADI .
Setiap detik kenangan , i insya'allah tkkn lupe .
Maklumlah , i kan STM . haha :D
Esok you ade Floorball )': I sadsad .
Hmm , meet you soon bby :D
8 more days love <3
-
Today , otw hm , saw my sis & her friend which i totally forgot his name-.-
Kan da STM . HAHAHA .
Hmm , B was sending me home .
The moment i pekik "Kak!"
He started to be malu already .
Then my sis kept disturbing him .
Haha . Kekek siul .
Then otw hm too , told bhy something .
He's quite jealous .
B , tkmulaa jealous . I tkkn tinggalkan u fr no reason aite ?
Chill :D
So yea .
Itu aje kott . Laen sume cnnt share .
Hehe . Skali Skale Tak Share .
Take care .

2010-06-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

" Whenever you knock me down ,
i'll never stay on the ground "

"Cause every tear is worth for you .
Will you say that to me also ? "

"The Art of Love is what we had .
If we were to erase it now ,
Do you think its worth it ? "

2010-06-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , went out for a date . Haha . With this gile of mine .

Hahaaa . tklaa joke . Ilovehim :D

He's late . Like again-.- Tkp . Patience .

Hmm , went to watch Karate Kid . I rate it 5/5 .

Fun :D How i wish i could do the stunts .

After tht , went to Promenade . Saw B's dad . So , yeah .

I think i saw his whole family except his brother only .

Hahs . Alahai ~

Then went to LJS at Marina Square .

I was very clumsy i tell you . Until my boyfriend laugh at me .

I dropped my food 2 times -.-

Like seriously . It was really embarassing .

Urghh .

Then took pictures & so on .

Haha . Suke i dgn pemandangan di sana :D

Went to Starbucks also .

He's sweet . That is what i can say for now .

Went out with this bunch of people . Haha .

Kekek giler .

Lagylagy Nu'man & Dhaifullah .

They kept argueing but in a good way . As in main main je .

Kekek gilerr siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

Went to Iluma then played arcade too .

Klakar sey . Sume keoch .

Lagylagy game yg game gungun .

Haha .

Itu sajaa .

Take care :D

2010-06-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

Slackk w the usual best people :D

Went to Penin first .

Then to Simei .

It was funny mansx . The jokes & all .

Tak sabar on friday & saturday .

Harap harap Okayy . As in the weather , people & the plan will go smoothly .

Hehhhh :D

Insya'allah .

I miss Kelly Sugar ! Cpt la balekkk !

Hehhhh , i miss bby too .

Dahdah , tknk eloborate lagi .

Take careeeee (:

2010-06-08T20:48:00.004+08:00

mata aku sepet . HHAHAHA !~

Heyho ! Did my ezlink card todayyyy . Mukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

haha .

Well , met Dan & B at Tamp Mrt .

Omg , today , best giler .

But i terimbas kembali kenangan lalu B & _______ .

Sorry b .

It was boring when we are at Courts .

The fun starts at Ikea .

Serious :D Tkbley angsz .

B , pape i SIGN aje kayyy ? Hehehehehehe !

Danial too had fun .

Txted him uh just nw . Funny giler .

So we jalan , jalan , joke around then kite ume feeling da khawin . Haha :D

Then bused to Tamp back . Ade org tu uat aku worried gyler sia .

Sumpah oii . Kalau die ukan mataer aku , tkkn ku pujuk dan aku terus buat bodoh sahaja !

Hais .

Dan was worried too .

Geram siak aku .

Then he said he was just acting . Tu part , FUHHH ~

Sabar aje ida .

Then just ignored .

After that , we went to Food Culture .

Dan & I ate at there .

Hehe . Ade org tu malu bab ida suapkan die :D

Hahaaaa ~

Dan & i keep giggling & giggling .

Then saw ERIKEL & SYAFIEE .

Urghhh , basically erikel is my ex boyf .

My mood changed the moment i saw him .

Fucktard siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! 0.o

Terimbas kembali kenangan lalu ,

Serious shit sia . Hmph .

Die ingat kat aku lagy ! Mesti uh , aku buat die nanges byk kali pe .

Butobutobuto !~

Haiyoooo . Pedih sungguh hatiku . Kerana dia ,diriku tlah berubah .

Kay , shut ida .

Next , talked & talked .

Then went to Best Denki .

Walk walk .

Joked & more .

Then headed home .

B send me home .

Heh , thanks .

Take care:D

I realised i love you more each day .

2010-06-07T22:45:00.003+08:00

I Miss Them !

Tsktsktsk !

Sayang korang manymany ! ^^

Went to ICA in the morning . I tell you , i like the ferst pic i took which is the picture for my ferst ic .

I txted , nurul , nadia & b when i was at there .

I txted her , buto buto sume klua .

Bey aku kene maki alek . Haha . Kekek siul die . Serious .

Then went to PR do ezlink card . Lastlast nk kene ade birth cert . Yela , ida mane ade ic -.-"

Went to LP , eat , then went to 136 .

Tgh otw , then kakak aku gado ngn bus driver .

Geram siaaa tu time . Bus driver perangai .

Lpked w them , Fun siaaa . Fika pun tronnnnn :D

Hehe .

Met ibu at bstp . Quarrelled again-.-

Then night , went to Bedok Corner .

Baekbaek pergi , perut flat , balek , BONCETT :D

Hahahha !~

Serious . Tak bedek .

So yeahhhhh .

Itu sahaja horr . Take care ! :D

2010-06-06T16:23:00.002+08:00

" Di Antara Cinta & Ego "

All I ever wanted was trust & honesty in every relationship i had .

"Ku akan menjagamu , di bangun dan tidurmu .

Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu .

Ku akan menjagamu , tuk hidup dan matiku .

tak ingin , tak ingin kau rapuh ."

How i wish everyday , i wake up & see you there right beside me .

" Sekian lama terpisah , Akhirnya kita berjumpa. "

Kan ku harap kita tak akan berpisah .

2010-06-03T19:51:00.003+08:00

Heyho !

I had a blast on monday , tuesday & wednesday .

Funfunfun !^^

Ystd , went to tman my sister settle her bills & buy her stuffs .

Nazeera tag along :D

Then evening , went to KBox .

Gereq !

Although there's 3 of us , we were kecohhhhh !

It was my ferst time i wore sleeveless when i go out .

I know lame-.-

Then b said i was attracting guys .

Hah , mane adee . u nii .

Tsktsktsk ~

Overall , Funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !

As for today , i woke up at 1pm .

Penat betul ida ni . Hehe .

Met B at 5.15pm .

Then took 18 . He was being so random today .

VERY random .

Sorry b if i wasn't in the mood .

I think because its been a long time since we had a proper outing .

Sorry many many aite ?

Love you (:

Tomorrow i'm going to a morning jog at PR alone .

Meeting Farah ferst . Wanna send something .

&& i wanna see the beautiful sunrise((:

Bye & Take Care .

2010-06-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

Went out with Naz . Fun giler !

Hehee~

I'm tired .

Bye , Take care .

Tmrw school ):

If you wanna know what happened just now , do ask (:

Imyb ):

2010-05-31T20:58:00.003+08:00

Went to Town with Nabilah , Danish & Irsyam .
Overall , it was fun . We talked , joke & more .
Its just fun ! :D
B , can't make it , so yeah . But nvm .
Got one part , Irsyam made me cry . Hahah .
Cause he make jokes that make me laugh so hard until i cried . Hehe :D
Funny sia ~ Tak bedek .
Lepas tu , suare serak -.- bab da ketawe byk sgt .
After that , met Yana & co . Slacked .
Now , Kelly's wallet is with me -.-
Aiyoma . Sok amek dri aku eh Kelly .
It was funny when we tgh lpk , than got one part , we play game , must continue with a new word .
That really makes me laugh like hell :D
I mean like , we all laugh like hell .
When i slacked with yana & co , suddenly my mood turns off .
I was moody & tired .
Godd . But i was moody not because of them . Its because of me .
So yeah . Its not their fault .
-
You know , i think i'm moody cause i feel hopeless .
Really hopeless . I feel like i'm no use to this world .
I'm hopeless in my relationship , in friendship & to my family .
I think i'm making it more worse for them .
Like i'm a really bad person who will die in a bad situation .
Godd ~ I just don't feel right .
Shopping can make me happy but i have no money .
I mean like , girls LOVES shopping .
Other than shopping , i don't know what else could make me happy .
I just feel hopeless .
Hopeless Syahidah )':

2010-05-29T21:53:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken at Singapore area .

Currently , i'm so bored . boyf not onlining .

He's at chalet while i'm at home just surfing the net .

Pfft!~ Gereq nyee . Aku tk pernah ade family chalet )':

Sadsadsad .

From just now , i've been listening the song Mimpi Indah by Baronbros & Luahan Hati By Apit .

That song means alot to me .

I don't know why . Perhaps the meaningful lyrics ?

Everytime i listen to that song , it reminds me of Razi .

Really .

Espacially the last part for Mimpi Indah . It made me shed a tear .

Madrasah was fun after the break .

Got one part , ustaz was taking the attendance .

Ustaz : Nurul Syahidah .

Me : * Raise up hand*

Ustaz : Ohh awak Syahidah . Nama saya ustaz Syahid .

Suryani , Syairah , Iylia , Hazimah & Me : * kept laughing all the way .

After awhile .

Ustaz : Kenapa awak semua ketawa ? Kelakar sangat ke nama saya Syahid dan nama dia Syahidah ?

Suryani , Syairah , Iylia , Hazimah & Me : *still laughing*

kekek pee .

Tk ley angsz tu time .

Then got one part , ustaz asked me why am i laughing .

Then i said Suryani kacau me .

Hahaha . Then she was like , " ehehhh kauu! "

Hahahah ~

Then got other jokes uh . Lazy to post .

I miss bby alot !

I realise there's alot of things in common between us .

Huhuuu^^

Take care .

2010-05-28T17:08:00.002+08:00

Dear Muhd Shairazi ,

Although sometimes i question things , deep inside i know that u're the only one for me . When i'm not with you , u're the one that i kept thinking of . Everything about u tells me that we can be together forever . Insya'allah . Only you can make me feel that time stops when i'm with you . Only you can make things better when it feels like the end . Only you can be the one to smooth my fears away . For this , i am greatful and hope u'll never leave . i love you .

Love always ,
Nurul Syahidah .

2010-05-27T23:49:00.004+08:00

Heyho !

Many people or things made me mad today .

Went to school around 130 with Farah to help Mdm Rozi & Mr Yong for PTC .

Aduhhaii . Panas betul inari .

Wasn't in the mood cause someone makes me mad .

But nevermind . I just need to chillax .

My sister said next time can give -.-

Then i was like fvcked up uh .

Dala .
Mdm Rozi told me that my mum was very demanding .

Iqa stayed back with us .

There was one time , i was so bored & there's no parent for the moment , I took pictures with anyone that i want to .

But the Mr Veera picture , they dare me to .

So yeah . Haha !

He kept asking for haziqah .

Because of our inside joke . Kekekkkk . Bab die maseh ingt .

Its a tiring day though .

Many things happened . Thats why .

Headed home around 6.30 pm .

Reached home at 6.50 pm .

Bathe , changed , pray & get ready to go to Suntec .

While waiting for my sister doing her labby at the store , i waited for her outside the shop .

Waited & waited .

Then i was disturbed by a malay guy -.-

20+ .

Eeeeeeeeeeee ! tak sedar diri .

I was alone tht time .

That guy : Asl nangis ni ?

Me : hah ? 0.o

That guy : u . u . u . u !

Me : *walk away . pretending i was otp-ing with yana*

Then i was so scared , i walk to another side which don't have alot of people .

otp-ed with yana .

Then put down for awhile , then the guy come again .

Sweetsweet(sp?)

Seriously , tating shit .

Pfft!~

Tengah kerja sempat flirt .

I was fucked up sia .

Then called my sister . Why is she tooking so long to do her thing .

Waited for her for 30mins -.-

Tating siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

Pfft!~

Something happened & i fought with sister .

Bye .

I'm tired .

2010-05-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Firstly , I wanna thank Ina , Yana , Iqa , Airah , Ziqah , Farah , Eqa , Matrep & more who wished us for our monthsary . So sweet of you guys . Espacially iqa . She wished me alot of times . I mean it . Alooooooooooooooooooooooooooot ! Heeeeee :D
Secondly , wallet oh wallet . mane youuu ? I rindu you lahhh ):
Thirdly , school was bored + fun .
Fourthly , i love my nenek & atuk :D
For some reasons ((((((((((((((((:
No matter whut , i still love them . If they're gone , i'll brokedown .
Cause they're the one who took care of me when i was young .
-
Mdm Rozi asked me to help her for tmrw's ptc .
& i asked farah to tag me along :D
-
Geog , watched slumdog millionaire .
Kinda interesting .
-
I miss bby now ):
Take care pple (:

2010-05-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st Monthsary Love ~

Baby , u're my moon , star & sun .

Everytime , i keep thinking of you .

No matter what .

In just one month , many things have happened .

But we keep going through the barriers . No maater what .

That is one of the difficulties we had .

& yes , although we fought sometimes but its good that its a rare .

Well , because every relationship will have a conflict or misunderstanding going on .

I don't wanna lose you , cause if i do , i'll be missing you .

Now , i miss you real bad .

I'm sorry if we didn't have a proper 1st monthsary just now .

I'll make it up & we'll have a proper 1st monthsary soon alright bby ?

I promise .

I really hope that we'll lastlong .

Really . I mean it .

Bby , if there's anthing you wanna share with me , please do .

Cause i'll surely be there for you .

Our 6 month rule is really going on well & i love it .

We really stick to the plan .

B , this is what they call ,

When two different hearts meet & combined as one (:

I love you bby :D

happy 1st monthsaryyyyy (:

Dua hari lagi .

2010-05-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

Hey . As you can see , i changed my blogskin .
Its been quite a long time since i use the previous skin .
So , yea .
I failed 2 subjects . Nevermind .
POA , went to Lab A . Spent our 2 periods there .
Just playing computer & hearing songs all .
Sitted with Nurul & Farah . Kekek sia Nurul .
Tk bley angsx . Farah also laughed like hell .
Well , as for STAR , Mai , Husna , Iqa , Ziqah , Nurul & I , create funny jokes .
Funny sia . Until Mr Yong angry already . He gave 6 of us 5 mins to laugh & talk .
Haha . I laughed till i cried .
Overall , school was fun today .
Planned to meet Yana & co. but then now tk jd .
Yana still at Geylang . Pfft!~
tkptkp .
B , never go to school today .
B , esk tkya gy skola sudah . Since u da cm gini . Aite ?
:D I care for you okay .
Take care people (:

2010-05-23T21:07:00.003+08:00

Kayh . Meet B .

So , bought my cntcts . Lawaaaaaaaaaaaa beb :D

Hehe !

Slacked w b . Kept disturbing him . Although he had OBVIOUS injuries , i still disturb him .

Haha . bad bad girlf . See b ! I told you already right imma bad girlf . Ask u to watch out , you dun wan .

He send me home .

Reached home , i camwhore alone for 1 hour . hahhaa .

Photogyenic(sp?) berbenar .
Soso , currently chatting w Eerah & Razi .

Tata . Take care .

2010-05-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

Madrasah was AWWWWWWWWWWWWWSSSSSOOOOOOOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

hehehe ! Suryani & i keep cracking jokes .funny nk mams ! dudok sebelah sebelah pon nk txt txt .

Hehe .

Convo .

Iqbal : Ustazah , kalau pmpn da khawin , boleh kerja takk ?

Ustazah : Kalau perempuan belum khawin , syurga di atas tapak kaki ibu . Tetapi kalau dah khawin , syurga di atas tapak kaki suami . Kalau suami bagi kerja , boleh la . Kalau tak bagy , tk boleh .

Me : Alaaaaa , atas tapak kaki suami ?! kalau gytu tknk khawin uh . Pfft!~ Tknk uh aku khawin ngn Razi atau sape sape . Ingtkn aku lang Razi nnti .

Suryani & i : Hahahahahaha !

So yeah . told bby . He merajok at ferst bt he knows i maen maen only .

Hehehe . Funny uh .

Another convo .

Suryani : Bgy balek la pen aku .

Iqbal : tknkk .

Suryani : oii , bgy laaa pen akuu .

Iqbal : tknkk . * hangs his pen on his specs *

Me : Ehh(iqbal) , kau nk flirt ngn die eh .

Hadi : kan da kene due kali .

Faan : *giggles*

Suryani : bgy balek pen aku laa !

Iqbal : *give back her pen*

Kecoh sa tu iqbal .

Hahhaa . bey kene bully td dri hadi & more .

Mentang2 die sec 1 . tampines sec . hhahaha ! kene kacau .

Kay , busted .

Hehe (:

Overall , madrasah best .

After madrasah , time nga dgr agu , b called .

So otp w him around 1hr10mins , then put down .

Will be meeting b's mum on thurs . again .

Heeeeeeeeeeeee~ malu nya .

Kekekkeekkeeee ((:

That's all i guess ? Take care .

2010-05-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

I may look happy on the outside but actually , i'm missing alot of people in the inside .

Ystd , i have no school due to e-learning .

So , did e-learning . Night time then i did SS e learning .

So yeah .

Met B at 2pm .

He brought down his guitar . Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Then slacked w him .

Then , after 1 hour plus of slacking , i suggested to walkwalkwalk around there .

Cause my pantat da cramp . Heh .

So we walkwalkwalk , then terserempak w Razi's mum .

From far , b said that , that is his mum .

Then i was like super kanchiong seyh . Maluuuuuuuuu oii ~

Then after a few seconds , he said that he was joking .

So , i was like " hengg arr . "

Haha .

Then after a few second again , he said that , that is confirm his mum .

Then i was like 0.o

Goshhh ! Terkejut seyy . Maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !~

So yeah , for real , that is his mum .

I da nervous semcm . betulllllllllllllllll !

Thenthen , salam his mum . B talktalk w his mum sejab , then we continue to jlnjln .

While b's mum is gng to the house .

I guess our plan on the coming Thurs didn't went out right eh b ?

Instead , it happened ystd .

Shocking~

Till now , i still have the feeling .

0.o

Then we sit sejab . He play his guitar again && we singsingsing .

Gosh , i realise tht both of us suke nyanyi .

Haha~ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Best la gini . Ley nyanyi samersamer ~

Got one part bile tgh dudok2 , i told b something .

Then the minute i told him , after a few seconds ,

he look down & rubrub his eyes .

&& muke die blush abes !! Hahaaa .

See !~ There's so many ways to make your boyf melt .

Melt till his tears wanna come out .

Haha . funnyfunny .

Then b took his stuff & sent me home .

Then i look frm the window , i still saw b , walking .

Then i call my sister to look at his shirt .

hehe .

Striking ! kalau org tk nmpk , tktau ape nk kate .

Hahha .

Well , i surely had a great time w him .

As for today , going to madrsah later .

& suryani akan dtg . Wee~

I still have tht thought of using prepaid .

Cause I feel like using prepaid seyhh .

Line cn make me go crazy .

Nevermind . Will talk about it w my mum soon .

Idklehh .

Fought w her in the morning .

Pfft!~

But now , i'm practically fine . So yeah .

take care people .

2010-05-22T12:31:00.002+08:00

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& yes , its true .

2010-05-19T18:30:00.002+08:00

I used to have this type of bracelet but its lost . I want another one !

I just find this two cute((:

I used to have this perfume . & i swear , i love it !

The smell , is so elegent . Weee~

I want to buy this again !

But , insya'allah . This thing cost me alot !

IloveParisHiltonPerfume((:

Hello~

Got my geog paper . Alhamdulillah , i passed ((:

Weeeeeeeeeeee~

I'm so glad cause i rarely pass my geog .

So yeaaaa .

I nak go Arab Street badly))))))))))))))':

Bab nk buat strap baru for my jam .

Nak jgk nak jgk !

Hmphhh .

Aku asyik2 nmpk drg due . Pfft~

Yg lelaki tuu , cerita lamaku .

Yg perempuan pulak , klu nmpk die , menambahkan dosa aku . sebab nk makii je . tp sabar . ( tkmo terase eh ppl )

Inari tkd jd lpk ngn Yana&Co. Sorry bebs !~

Hais .

HAPPY FERST MONTHSARY TO EQA & __________ !~

Lastlong ayeeee :D

Next week aku peyh turn pulak okeyyyy ??Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

Take care people ((:

2010-05-18T21:02:00.004+08:00

Do you guys realise that iqa's eyes are green ?

& her left eye are green again 0.o

& this are old pics . Like 1 mnth agoooo ?

Results were harrendous(sp?) .

Seriously . Failed my eng & combined science .

I failed english AGAIN !

Wtf sia . I think tht Rozi mark too strict 0.o

Pfft~ howhowhow ?

Ystd , B tricked my w his joke & i've fallen into his trap . hahaa . kekek .

Then just nw , in school , i used his trick , to trick my other friends .

Iqa kene paling teruk . Khusyuk sgt la tu pt tgn aku . Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Kan da kene . But what the heck ? I still love my gd friends which is them .

Huhu^^

Ex-changkatians are making a reunion . I'm so gonna go . Insya'allah .

Rindu sangat ngn org org changkat .

Esp. Nazeera , Fazerah , etc .

Last time i used to slack w naz .

But now , rarely .

Hais . Nehhminnd .

This fluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu , is really getting on my nerve .

Hais . Tkp , ida sabar .

8 more days loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ((((((:

Wee~

Takecare .

Xoxo .

2010-05-17T21:21:00.003+08:00

Matrepppppppppppppp Aka Mat Kedi :D

Ni la kawan aku yang sungguh kelakar-merepek .

Die tk suke aku buat expression ini , -.-"

kalau tk nnti die kate , " Ahhhhhh , buat muker lagyy "

Hahahha !~ Dah sungguh knl perangai dek ni .

Huhu^^

Bolehh la , die kawan yang baekkkkkkk .

Tapi , kalau klua ngn die kene baek baek .

KALAU TIDAK ! Nta ape motive die tuuuu .

Heheee .

Sumpah aku tktau ape aku bbual 0.o

&& die slalu pnggil aku STAR .

Die tk pnggil name aku yang sungguh menawan , Syahidah .

Hahahah !

Kaylaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . Die pun suro aku dgr Cody Simpson nyanyi .

Die kate lebih baek dri Justin Bieber tuh ~

aku dgr , due due samer ajeeee .

Due due lelaki , tapi suare cm pompan .

But the type of songs they do is nt bad .

Soooooooooooooooooo , THUMBS UP ! :D

Kay , Matrep's talk over .

Today was *&^%$#@*

Masya'allah . POA & MT was okay .

But maths , aiseyman .

Then gt one part lutfi bisik bisik ngn ida .

Hahahha , kekek sia . Sumpah .

Aku ketawe2 sendiri ngn die .

Die tny psl classmate akuu uhs .

Funny ! :DDDDDDDD

Lastlast kwn aku yg laen tktau ape kite bbual . Kite due je tahu .

Hahahha~ funny .

Then he said i failed my p2 because i gt boyf-.-

Aiyooo , reason . Makk aii .

Hmmm , thts nt the reason .

Cause i havn't finish the paper & frankly , 1h30mins fr p2 ain't enough .

Goshh .

3 more marks ! But , lutfi kate lum overall . So yea .

Hrp hrp pass .

As long as i pass all my subj , i'm fine with it .

Tmrw eng , science & ss pulakkkkkkkkkkkkk~

english some more .

If i fail again my eng . wasehhhhhhhhhh .

Insya'allah pass .

June hols gng karaoke & marina barrage w ElleyanaStarburnn & Co .

Wee~

Can't wait !

June hols , gonna ask boyf out to a movie date ! Haha . No matter whatt .

Kalau die tknk , ajak ajee !

Tk kesahhh ! Hehee . I'm sorry b . Cause u gt urself a v bad girlf . Haha .

kay . I was moody in the morning but nw , i'm kinda hyper .

Idk why . Hehee . I'm just so happy . Weeeeeeee~

Kay , aku gile-.-

Currently , having fluuuuuuuuuuuuuu .

Aiyo , again .

Listening to Bitter heart by Zee Avi .

Heeeeeeeeeee :D

Take care people .

Xoxo .

300th post ((:

2010-05-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

Now i da sakettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt .

I rasa jangkit dri B td . Hehehehee ((:

Tp tkp , i okay .

Hahah .

One more paper to go ! Weee~

Tmrw is maths p2 .

Imissmystarrkaratt~

haiyooo .

Padehal td jmp . hahahaha~

There's alot of fighting all over . When is it gonna end ?

Please people .

Iqa Loyang : Adeq , relax kay ? Don't care about what other people has to say about you .

I know how it feels . I've been through it .

Inilah satu drpd cabaran dalam dunia ini .

So , relax kay ? Anything , cl , txt or chat with me .

I'm always there for you okays ? Cheer upp .

To my sayang inabiyolehsaai : Dalaaa psl R tu .

Lupekan jeee . Let she realise her mistakes herself .

Kasi die blaja sendiri . Cause in life & in the future , she's standing by herself .

Nt by other people . So , cheer up kays ? & imissyou ((:

To elleyanastarburn , ellyqatebiat & Ardd matrep :

Aku rindu koranggggggggggggggggggggggg !

Haiiiyoooooooooooo~

Mane krg menghilangggggggggggg ?

To bby :

All this obstacles have made our r's more stronger & i'm proud of it .

Although ystd i was pissed but i know you understood me .

Thanks for your patience & your understanding attitude towards me .

Well , i don't ask for much but i really want us to go far .

Alright ? loveyou .

2010-05-11T15:47:00.004+08:00

" Cause you belong with me baby . "

I'm left with 2 papers beybehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Chem & mathsp2 .

After that , all i have to worry is my marks .

After school , wait fr bby .

Then he said he wanted to go his house ferst . So , headed to his blk .

Waited for him under his blk .

After that , bby send me home .

But before i reach home , slacked with him for awhile .

Veryveryvery fun ! Heee :D

We draw each other's name at our hands , sang to each other , berduet & more .

Got one part we sang the song dambaan togetherr . awwww , i was melting sia .

haha .

Then bby got into the singaporefloorballleague thingy . He was shouting right infront of me .

Like hell loud ! hahaha . Mcm screamo .

But , i'm happy for him too cause he got in .

So yeahhh .

I sing to him & look right into his eyes & sing tak ku sangka , tak ku duga , you belong with me , i'm yours & more .

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

he was blushing all the way sey .

I had a hell lot of fun just now .

Then he keep saying , " you have short fingers & long legs . "

then i kept laughing & laughing .

& i'll say to him , " your hand so big la b . haha . "

B also thought i on the song 'if we ever meet again ' but then its ' kepadanya ' Heeeeee :D

kay .

Things are back to normal between me & him already .

I just hope that we will always be strong together .

BouquetBouquetBouquet~

I don't know but one of the thigs i love are roses .

I just find them beautiful & pretty .

Currently , i'm listening to World Behind My Wall by Tokio Hotel & chatting .

Byebye ~ Takecare people ((:

2010-05-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

& yes , it hurts .

no mood . bye .

2010-05-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

Heeeeee :D Today is a fun day though . Overall .

Currently , chatting with Matrep & txting Bby ((: & listening to Memori Sekuntum Bunga .

Madrasah was funn ((: Disturbed Suryani & she disturbed me back .

Huhu^^ IQBAL TAK DTG XD Suryani sad bab tkley kacau :D

Faiqah pun tk dtg )':

Joked with Suryani like Hell Lot . Funny sia her . Serious serious .

During break time , suryani went our of the class to throw out plastics .

Then Zahirah suddenly come out & asked us to keep quiet . We're too noisy .

Then suryani & i kept laughing & laughing .

Then zah told me , "Harapkan pagar , pagar makan padi . "

I know she knows ((:

Hmm , tmrw's Mothers dayyy . Weee~

Imissbabyy)':

Take care .

2010-05-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

Went to Sakura . Abg's treat . Kakak boify tagged along .

Pissed with some situation .

Don't ask about exams papers . Gonna flunk i think .

Currently , chatting with Bby .

Imisshimalottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt !

Ohh , goshhh .

How i wish i cn meet him everyday .

cn pokepokepoke him ((:

Things are okay w him . I'm glad were in gd terms .

Bye , Take care ((:

2010-05-07T16:16:00.001+08:00

Okay , i'm being so random till i drew this .

Bored nye pasal uhh .

Aiseymann .

Will update more after my outing at night ((:

2010-05-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

A day at Pasir Ris Park with Muhd Shairazi Bin Shafii ((:

Haha . Name full (:

There's many people at Wild Wild Wet sey .

Ni tgh exam period yet there is so many people at WWW .
Had serious fun with Razi .

I remember the Bee , the cacausian uncle & so on .

The Bee eh , so damn big . Then Bzz here , Bzz there . hahaa . funny .

Then there was a big crowd of Chinese with their bicycles & they were blocking the way .

& this random cacausian guy with his bicycle , just said , " Why don't you just sleep here ? "

Razi & I keep laughing non-stop .

Funny gyle .

Tht guy was being so sacarstic .

Then the chinese group with their bicycles was so bluurrrr&angry .

hahah .

Then tht Razi go & mimick Mr Ee .

The jiro & the Academic , Behaviour , Classroom Cleanliness & so on .

I kept laughing non-stop sia .

Hahas .
Then went home .

Overall was fun but veryveryhot !

Take care((:

2010-05-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

"The World Behind My Wall"

Just randomly taking the pictures in the past .

This picture was taken last year .

Otw home from raya-ing at Cikgu Badariah's house .

It was fun .

Her house was flooded with my last year MT classmates .

Ni zaman ida rambut highlight pink ((:

This was taken by me at Marina Barrage .

Lawakannnn ?

I like .

How i wish i get to go there again .

Perhaps during the June holidays ?

With Yana & Co .

This was taken if i'm nt wrong , late last year .

Hmm , Iqa & I were just buying some stuff .

If i'm nt wrong uh ~

Ini pulakkkkkkkkkkkkk~

My pic & my cousin , Filzah .

Hehehe~

We were at City Square Mall , Farrer Park tuh .

Ni pulak zaman rambut ida blonde brown ~

Wooo~

I like the colour seyyy .

Serious .

This was last year .

I made it .

Hmm , my mummy say this year make cupcakes again for mother's day .

Cause last year , i make nenek's birthday cake .

So she said , this year , do it for mother's day .

I guess i'll be doing either brownie cupcakes or just butter cupcakes with cream inside .

On top of it is icing .

So yeahhh ((:

2010-05-02T18:02:00.003+08:00

"Kucintaimu , tak bererti bahwa , aku harus memilikimu selamanya "

Hey . Today is someone's birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

Ahjyeahhhh !

Happy Birthday NURUL HIDAYATI BTE REDZWAN !

2days ago is her 2YEARS3MONTHS .

Heheeeeee~

Have a happyhappyhappy birthday ayeee kakak :D

Da 22 seyh . Huhu^^

But u rebond your hair , you look 19 .

Pujii uh kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ((:

Lastlong with your boyfriend & have a happy 22 birthday .

B , jom . Kite pn 2 years plus plus plus plus & so on kayyy ?

Heee :D

Insyallah .

Its almost our 1 week yet many things have happened .

Aiseyman -.-

Hahaa . But nevermind .

Maybe this is a test for us kott for how much we love each other .

Well , whatever problems we have , i hope we can settle it fast .

So yeahhh .

Celebrated kakak's birthday at Fish Manhattan .

Ohh ~ How i wish to be at Manhattan .

I want I want I want !

But nevermind . I can wait .

The food uh , alot .

As in one meal got alot of things inside .

I was like o.o

Serious sia .

Lastlast , i ate the least & be fulled the fastest .

hahas .

Then my dad say to me , " jap lagi , i gy isap rkk , kakak bayar . "

Then i said , " okayokay . nnti ida gy toilet , ida jalan dulu . "

Everyone , " *giggles* "

Hehhh~

Jalan jalan at WS then went home .

Daerah afgan gt accident . Then the buses like 18 , 28 etc cannot pass through .

Sedeyyyyyyyyyyy .

Kesian orgorg blambak yang pt dlm bus tuhhh .

Reached home , relaxed then kakak & boifyy came .

Celebrate pt rumah jugaaa .

Cut the cake & we crack lame jokes .

But it was kinda funny .

Kakak : I like this BigBang file ! The best present & its my inspiration to wake up to another day . Haha .

Ida : Kakak , serious ? Abestu mataer kakak macam mane ? So you wake up not to see ur boyf ? Nanti die jealous how ?

Kakak : hahaha , but i like Big Bang also .

haha . k , random .

Hmm , That's all i guess ?

Takecare .

Gonna do my second post ((:

Tee-heee ~

2010-05-01T22:03:00.004+08:00

Stayed at home the whole day .

Tomorrow is Kakak Nurul's birthdayy .

Heheeee .

Gonna celebrate at Ehub if i'm nt wrong .

Currently watching Susok & Chatting with B .

Overall for today was kinda boring .

But now , its nt .

Hee:D

Imissb alot sey !

Hahaa , he knows i know .

He's having fun at Changi having a picnic with his family .

& here i am , just rolling rolling at me bed -.-

Ystd's paper for SS was undescibable .

All i hope is for a pass for every subject .

Monday & Wednesday i don't have any school .

So , i'm gonna sleep like a lazy ass at home .

Hahas .

Monday i nak kluaaaa . tp tktau boleh ke tkkk .

Hais .

Ohoh , i hope the problems between us is okay .

I'm just sick & tired for all tht .

Take Care ((:

2010-04-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

I want to go there one day . Insyallah .

Ya allah . I really hope everything will go well .

This might be some test from god .

& i can accept it .

I'll accept anything is given from Allah to me .

Cause Allah is my creator .

Aku redha .

2010-04-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

I hope everything is okay right now .

I don't want to have any enemies or what so ever .

I'm just sick & tired .

Why don't people just carry on their own lives ?

I know he's your ex but please . Its like u're somehow jealous of him .

U're reaction shows .

Idk D .

People , please . If people doesn't make life hard for you , please don't make other people's life harder .

I really do love him .

I've made the rules in my r'ship y'knw .

So again , please . Ask your friends to bad mouthing about me .

Aku tak bersalah dokk ~

Kalau aku yg salah , aku prasan tahuu .

Thanks to my dearest friends who cheered me up .

People like musfirah , elleyana , ellyqa , atiqah , sabrina , suryani , rini & more .

Thank you manymany (:

2010-04-28T19:42:00.002+08:00

School was okay but i slept during English lesson .
Today's the last day Mr Lutfi gonna teach us .
Sad pe but we did enjoy every maths period .
Malay , go through worksheets that we did .
Its kinda fun . Many pple disturb me today .
I think cause i disturb them , then they also disturb me back .
haha , baek pee .
After school , studied with Bai , Iqa & Farah .
After tht , B sent me home . heeee :D
Funny la he . Cause i keep disturbing him then he disturb me back .
Don't wish to eloborate more .
Take careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee c:

B, ily (:

2010-04-27T17:20:00.002+08:00

Because everytime you make me feel that ,

I'm The One .

2010-04-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings .

School was okay .

Received my maths paper .

I was relieved . I got full marks .

Haha (:

I so need a earstick . Tmrw gt spotcheck again .

Arghh .

POA is alright . Only two column cashbook confuses me .

After school , tht guy up there just sent me home (:

Awwww .

Hmm , had so much fun .

Slacked with him for awhile .

He kept poking me , pinching me & make my face RED .

Both of us make merepek jokes .

I shed a tear one of the time cause he was so sweet .

hahha , serious sey .

but then i told him my eyes gatal -.- hahhaa .

Sorry Razi ):

The happiness just now is un-descibable (sp?) .

overall , we were kecohhhh .
-

I have not started my homeworks .

Maybe after updating my blog , i'll be doing my homeworks .

Take caree (:

2010-04-25T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hello .

Overall , today was really a bad day .

Only Iqa & Razi knows .

Godd .

I'm just tryna' chiil myself .

Currently drawing , listening to songs & chattinggg(:

Gonna send Farah home tmrw . I pity herr ((:

There's maths tmrw ! Omg , i'm scared if i fail .

Howhowhow ? :/

Takutakutakut .

Mr. S , thanks for everything .

Which includes your meaningful words .

I never regretted knowing you .

We started like you were the 'popular' one & i'm the 'invisible' one .

Remember ?

I can't forget the memories we had .

Although its little , but i cherished it alot .

I hope that we will be in good terms all the way .

Because i feel comfortable with you .

but i'm so malu with youuu . haha , you know i know .

everytime wanna make me blush .

Thanks (:

iloveyou c:

2010-04-25T00:38:00.002+08:00

the drawing i made . I was so bored at that particular time . so yeah .

Hello ! ((:

Sucha haapppyy dayy for today , ystd , the day before & so on .

Heh .

Madrasah was SUPERB !

Suryani , Faiqah , Hazimah & I laugh our ass off .

Its so funny ! Laugh with Iqbal too .

Hadi & Darwis keep kacauing Iqbal .

Irfaan wasn't there . he missed the fun . but nevermind .

Suryani & I keep answering ustazah's questions .

hehhhhh .

After tht , walked to inter with Faiqah . She meet her sister there .

& I headed home .

Reached home , relaxed , bathed , changed , solat & siap .

Went out to TM .

With mum & sister .

God , i almost had a fight with my mum .

ALMOST .

Nevermind .

Ate at pizza hut .

Cabbed home .

Being with you has made my happiness went up .

It was really fun when i'm with you .

The topics & so on .

The tikus , the tree at night , the lipas & so on .

Our weakness & strength was shown & tht's how i get to know you better .

U're a rare .

Although i keep kacau-ing you , but you know iloveyou (:

Mr. S (:

Take care (:

Happy Birthday Cikgu Badariah (:

2010-04-23T22:44:00.003+08:00

Heyho !

SSSSAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !~

Long story short ,

Gladwin raba(sp?) me . omg . as in frm blakang . tht guy eh . Ystd i smacked his face y'knw .

haha .

Mdm Rozi , spoke with me about my image .

Cikgu badariah's birthday . Kacau-ed her . && she tell me stories that wakes me up .

Baekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !~

& physics time , i totally , roughly , understand .

After school , studied . For 4 days already .

Heh ((:

I'm so stressed & pressured until I cried tht time .

Goshhh .

Bt it was at home , not in school .

Hmmm , maths test was *&^%$#@! .

Mr Lutfi keep saying don't dissapoint him .

I'm scared if i'll be dissapointing him .

Night , went out . Bought exam stuff .

Met Farah at tamp inter .

While waiting for her , saw my ex , Syafiq & Aisyah .

Aku step tk nmpk die . heh .

Then i saw my camp instructor .

Omg . Farah & I kept saying , " Kau tegur die dulu uhh . "

Lastlast , duedue tk tegurrrrr .

hahaha . shy seh .

& saw Chi Choy . Die ngn uni die . Tak balekbalek seyyy .

Lmbt pe die .

Pergilahh tukar bju dulu ke .

Ni cnfrm case kesemangatan .

Something happened .

Don't wish to eloborate .

Reached home , changed & on my lappy (:

Currently just updating my blog .

Heee(:

There's madrasah tmrw . Its gonna be fun !

Causecause 80% of my time , i'll be disturbing Suryani w __________ .

hehhhh . kekek uh die .

Take care ((:

2010-04-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

Ini lahhh kawan akuuuu Suryani Bte Sulaiman (:

hahhaah . Skg tgh webby ngn diee .

Kekekkkkk uhhhh .

Bbual pasal Iqballl uhhhhh !

Mamat sec 1 tuuu uhhhh .

Ish !

Suryaniiiii , you're gonna get it frm me the nxt time you see me .

hahhaa .

Or even when madrasah time .

Jyeah .

Take careee .

Kekek uh webcam ngn kauuuuuuuuuuuu !

2010-04-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

To my Dearest Elleyana ,

I know you still love him . I really know .

That why I asked you tht ystd .

I'm sorry that i've caused you crying .

I'm sorry .

I'm so sad hearing about your uncle .

About tht too , i'm sorry .

Yana , tkmu sadsad kayy ?

I'll always be there for you (:

"I may look happy in the outside but what's hurting me is the inside "

I'm in so much pressure that I cried )':

I just feel like giving up .

But I hope i won't .

Cause no matter what , i will have to do it .

Dear friend , i'm hurt when you said tht .

Really hurt .

Although i looked like i don't mind but in the inside , i'm hurting badly .

How can you say tht ?

Do you like when i , Syahidah , said tht ur "********" RIGHT IN YOUR FACE .

I just act normal .

2010-04-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

Semlm ialah tiga bulan yang tak menjadi .

2010-04-17T19:45:00.006+08:00

Long story short ,

Met Matrep Electryco , EllyqaTEBIAT! , ElleyanaSTARBURN , Ikasiao , Aliff & another girl ( i forgot her name ) .

Haha , best . Many things happened . Then met Ina . She & her aju kompang .

Fuhhh's .

Went to madrasah today . Wear mum shirt . Cause i'm like lack of shirts nowdays -.-

Goshhh , i really need money to shop mansx .

Waited&waited for Suryani . Lambat berbenar dektu . Aku da smpi aru die nak klua uma .

Tp tkp . I dun mind . asalkan die tk buat aku tnggu die fr 30min sudaa . haha .

Well , madrasah was really fun . Kekek gyle .

laugh . talk . giggle .

Hadi's clique was really funneh ! Mine too . Seriously .

I had a blast . Thenthen , when i step in the class , there was a muqqadam at the teachers table & a chair . My clique panicked already . We were so 'menggeletar' .

Then , we were tested . I read & i was nervous . But it went okay .

During break time , i was super scared if its gonna rain .

Forbia .

Hmm , then when the guys came in , they off-ed the light .

I was so relaxing . heh ! Then we talked . But , we talk cannot see the face .

Only can hear the voice .

Kekek sa tu part .

there's more but i'm lazy to post ((:

~'*'~

Take Care Reader's .

2010-04-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

Finished school . Went to study . Then meet Yana .

Studied . Talked . Laughed . Danced . Loudspeaker . Sang .

Eqa was there too . hehs !

Bestbestbest ! Eqa saw me danced o.o

hahha . she went laughing&laughing .

Kekek seyyy .

Presentation was good . Seriously . hahha (:

Tired . Bye .

2010-04-13T20:32:00.004+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking (:

Ily kawanku's ! hahas .

Had a great time with them .

To the max !

Heh !

2010-04-12T18:54:00.002+08:00

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!~

About school , don't ask .

Saw him 4 times . Goddd !

Only nabihan , iqa , ziqah , farah , azmi , suhaimi & more make me happy .

Laugh alot with them .

AHAAAA , javid pon ! uat aku ketawe ketawe .

hehe!

After school , went to iqa's crib .

PHOTOSHOOT BEYBEHHH !

Waiting for the pics . Lama benarrrr iqa nii .

Best . Although its really really hot .

hmmm , headed home .

Bathed , met rifqi , yana , eqa , rini & inaaaa .

slacked with them , then off-ed to ep .

Bought stuff then went home .

Beraattt dokk angkat bendaaa sorang sorang .

thenthenthen , today no hw . Wee~

Chatting with Hassanali (:

Kekek uh die .

He rated the vid at fb the song cinta tiga segi 8/10 for me & my group .

hahaha . so sweet of him .

klaaaa , take care (:

2010-04-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

Had Gamelan just now with Ida , Rini , Yana , Eqa & Inaa .
Okay uhs . hmm .
After that , walked to downtown .
Chilled for awhile , then when to CC .
Woots~
Gereq ! Did some recordings & slacked there too !~
Pictures & vid's gonna upload later .
Take Care ! (:

2010-04-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Nor Haryani Bte Suratman (:

enog er'uoy nehw .

2010-04-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

I'm sick . Reallyreally sick .

Bad sore throat , running nose , headache , body cramps & more .

Haish .

I think i'm sick because I think too much these days .

I realised also that i've changed abit .

I rarely make jokes . I make them when i feel like . Till someone approached me & ask me why i'm like this .

I realised also that I always be out of the blue . Khayalan . Termenung . Dreaming .

Whyywhyywhyy ? Why now ?

My eyes are super tired .

Very tired . So tired that even my eyebags are getting worsen .

Skipskip .

When i signed in my fb , i saw inaa's comment .

" Mr. J , i miss youu soo damn much ! how i wish you were still myne ~

bila ku pejam mata , dirimu yq menjelma , bertemu di dlm mimpi indah ..

moga terbuka pintu hatimu untukku MR.J ~ haixx ~ ): "

Ahaaa . MR.J , you know i know , amek la die alek .

Kesian die tunggu tunggu kan awak . Die perlukan awak lebih .

Gogogo . I know people heart change but you have to understand how a girl feels & how she feels .

If a girl loves a guy , usually , it won't be that easy for that girl to forget that guy easily .

do you even know that ?

Its quite saddening actually & truthfully .

2 girls tryna' forget a guy but it wasn't a success .

How great huh ? Even both of them are bestfriends ~

But , i don't think i & ina can be bestfriends . Only friends will do .

Plus , i don't trust her anymore . So , whaddaheck kans ?

Ireallywannawannaforgetyou .

Loving you has make me like this .

I'm not putting the blame on you .

I'm just saying . If i sound like , then i'm sorry .

Its April now . Gna still try to forget .

Yana , if u're reading my blog , you know right how i feel ?

Hais .

Yang reader readers tu kalau nak kate post aku ni mepek atau blog aku mepek .

tkmu ckp , nnti dolat . Cakap org , nnti diri sendiri kene .

sila keluar dari blog aku . I'm sick & tired of people who mengumpat & say bad things about people already .

Espacially liars .

Kerana , apa apa yang kita sebut , adalah satu doa .

Bye~

F L A S H B A C K ABOUT Y O U AGAIN&AGAIN .

2010-04-07T17:36:00.002+08:00

Today , i was being so Lazierr - er .

Goshh . If everyday i'm like this , i'm surely gonna flunk out my exams .

Maths as usual was fun but the most boring-estt is English .

What's with Mdm Rozi mansx ?

Her period will 'most of the time' be so boringgggggggggggggggggggggg .

That is equal to suckish .

Seems like Geog seems more easier BUT the environment .

SO HOT ! I mean like , my class has fans yet there is like no wind .

Efffinnggg hot .

Haiyaaa , eastview miskin sgt ke smpi tkley upgrade skola .

Went home , bathe & slept .

Aiseyman , penat pe .

Oh yes , did I mention that I really wanna go to Kelly Clarkson Concert on 27th April ?

I really really really wanna go !

Butbutbut , the date is near my mid year exams .

I should study not going to concerts .

Idk . We'll see .

Take care (:

2010-04-06T21:00:00.003+08:00

Overall , school was fun except for English . Haish .

Maths was the best .

After school was the best too .

Went to Bugis to search for something .

Lastlast don't have .

Ate at BK .

Saw alot of Maklehhh & Koreansss ((:

Hehe .

Had much fun .

I'm tired .

Takecare ~